Discomfort- When you are on your healing journey you will experience discomfort on pretty much every level possible. This is completely normal. Teach yourself. Hold your own hand as you walk through the darkness. You will find your way out eventually. I promise
Day off today. Double ten holiday tomorrow. Went to a picnic with my co-workers. It was a good time. Then one of my co-workers took me to a temple down the street. God- protector of the land. Small yet really cool vibe to it.
Tonight I came home and was just down, lonely. Thoughts running through my mind. Will I meet people? I should get out more. Will I meet my one? Cried a lot. Very open here – can’t hide from anything. It’s exposed, and to be honest, no one here to lean on but me. I was feeling down, and I went outside on my balcony.
Saw one star. I’m never lonely; my angels are with me, my ancestors, God is with me. I began to see more stars, which is a tough thing to see in the city- signs!
I saw an Angel in the clouds. I could hear a voice say, “Dawn Marie, we are always with you.”
- I will find someone that loves me back.
- I will find someone in the community.
- I will find someone who treats me as I treat them.
Thank you to the sisters that reach out! Thank you to the ones I will meet soon enough! I love you God for the reminder you are always with me. Grateful for my angels, spirit guides, ancestors, vovoa and Auntie Diane.
10:10, 10:11, 6:11, 7:11, 2:11, 5:11, 3:11, 4:11, 1:11, 9:11, 11:11, 8:11
Here’s to new beginnings!